Oh Right, That’s Why

A brief reminder of what books do to us, and why we keep let­ting them


 
There is a spe­cif­ic kind of Sun­day after­noon — grey out­side, tea going cold, the rest of the week­end dis­solv­ing into noth­ing in par­tic­u­lar — that becomes, with a book in hand, some­thing close to per­fect. Not despite the grey­ness. Because of it. A book does­n’t require good con­di­tions. It is the good con­di­tions. This is already some­thing worth not­ing, before we get into any­thing more com­pli­cat­ed.

Read­ing is one of the old­est things we do for plea­sure, and also one of the most qui­et­ly rad­i­cal. You take a phys­i­cal object — or, increas­ing­ly, a glow­ing rec­tan­gle — stare at marks on a sur­face, and are trans­port­ed. Not metaphor­i­cal­ly trans­port­ed. Actu­al­ly some­where else, in a way that neu­ro­science has been earnest­ly try­ing to quan­ti­fy for decades while read­ers have been sim­ply get­ting on with it. Brain scans of peo­ple read­ing fic­tion show activ­i­ty in the sen­so­ry and motor cor­tex — the parts that process real expe­ri­ence. Your brain, appar­ent­ly, does not entire­ly dis­tin­guish between read­ing about run­ning through a for­est and actu­al­ly run­ning through a for­est. It is, in the best pos­si­ble sense, being fooled.

The privacy of it

One of read­ing’s less cel­e­brat­ed virtues is that it is entire­ly, irre­ducibly your own. A film is direct­ed. A pod­cast has a host. Even a con­ver­sa­tion has anoth­er per­son in it, with their own agen­da and their need to be lis­tened to in return. A book has none of that. It is just you and the text, and what hap­pens between you hap­pens nowhere else. Two peo­ple can read the same nov­el and come away hav­ing read, in some mean­ing­ful sense, dif­fer­ent books — coloured by dif­fer­ent mem­o­ries, dif­fer­ent loss­es, dif­fer­ent ideas about what peo­ple are like. There is no cor­rect read­ing. There is only yours.

This pri­va­cy extends to some­thing more per­son­al still. Read­ing is one of the few activ­i­ties in which it is entire­ly accept­able — expect­ed, even — to stop and think. To reread a sen­tence because it was too good to pass through only once. To put the book down and stare at the ceil­ing for a while. No one is wait­ing. No noti­fi­ca­tion is pend­ing. The book will be there when you come back, unchanged, patient, with­out the faint reproach of an unread mes­sage.

Other people’s heads

There is a rea­son­able case that read­ing fic­tion is the most effec­tive empa­thy train­ing avail­able, and that this is not a minor thing. A nov­el lets you inhab­it, for hours at a stretch, a con­scious­ness that is not yours. Not observe it from out­side — inhab­it it. You think its thoughts. You feel its embar­rass­ments. You want what it wants, even if what it wants is some­thing you would find baf­fling or objec­tion­able in ordi­nary life. This is a strange gift. We spend most of our lives firm­ly inside our own heads, with only inter­mit­tent and par­tial access to any­one else’s. Lit­er­a­ture is one of the few avail­able excep­tions.

“A read­er lives a thou­sand lives before he dies. The man who nev­er reads lives only one.”

Research broad­ly sup­ports what read­ers have always sus­pect­ed: that peo­ple who read fic­tion reg­u­lar­ly tend to score high­er on mea­sures of empa­thy and social under­stand­ing. Whether the read­ing caus­es this or whether empa­thet­ic peo­ple are sim­ply more drawn to fic­tion is the kind of ques­tion aca­d­e­mics enjoy, but the cor­re­la­tion is there regard­less. Some­thing is hap­pen­ing in the exchange between read­er and book that has con­se­quences beyond the book itself.

The slow things

Read­ing is also, at this par­tic­u­lar moment in his­to­ry, a qui­et­ly coun­ter­cul­tur­al act. Not dra­mat­i­cal­ly coun­ter­cul­tur­al — you are not going to get arrest­ed for it, and no one will be par­tic­u­lar­ly impressed at a din­ner par­ty — but coun­ter­cul­tur­al in the sense that it runs against the grain of almost every­thing else com­pet­ing for your atten­tion. It is slow. It is lin­ear. It requires sus­tained focus on a sin­gle thing. It does not update. It does not send you a noti­fi­ca­tion when some­thing hap­pens. It just sits there, ask­ing you to con­tin­ue.

This is hard­er than it used to be, and most read­ers will admit it. The atten­tion that a nov­el requires — deep, unhur­ried, will­ing to fol­low a thought for sev­er­al pages — is exact­ly the kind of atten­tion that con­stant con­nec­tiv­i­ty tends to erode. Many peo­ple report find­ing it dif­fi­cult to read for long stretch­es in the way they once could, and find, when they man­age it, that it feels like a recov­ery of some­thing. Not quite a lux­u­ry. More like remem­ber­ing what a full breath feels like.

What stays

Books accu­mu­late in ways that oth­er media do not, or not quite in the same way. A film you loved in 1995 is hard­er to car­ry with you than a nov­el you loved in 1995. The nov­el left some­thing inside you — a voice, a set of images, a char­ac­ter who felt more real than some actu­al peo­ple. You may have for­got­ten the plot entire­ly and retain only a mood, a sen­tence, a scene involv­ing rain and a spe­cif­ic kind of sad­ness. This is not a fail­ure of mem­o­ry. It is how books work. They do not ask to be remem­bered intact. They ask to be absorbed.

There is also the phys­i­cal object to con­sid­er, for those who still use one. A shelf of read books is a pecu­liar kind of auto­bi­og­ra­phy — not the life you lived, but the lives you bor­rowed. The spines alone can send you some­where. That par­tic­u­lar green paper­back. The one with the bro­ken spine because you read it too fast and held it too tight. The one some­one gave you with a note inside that you have nev­er thrown away.

The simple answer

For all the neu­ro­science and the empa­thy research and the cul­tur­al crit­i­cism, the rea­son most peo­ple read comes down to some­thing more straight­for­ward: it is one of the few things that reli­ably makes them feel less alone. Not in a des­per­ate sense. In the sense of recog­ni­tion — the sen­tence that says some­thing you had felt but not said, about grief or embar­rass­ment or the spe­cif­ic way after­noon light falls in Octo­ber, and you think: some­one else noticed that. Some­one sat down, decades or cen­turies ago, and noticed the same thing you noticed, and had the patience and the skill to write it down, and here you are, find­ing it.

That is a small mir­a­cle. It hap­pens in books con­stant­ly, and almost nowhere else with quite the same reli­a­bil­i­ty.


So no, we haven’t for­got­ten why we love it. We just occa­sion­al­ly need the reminder — which is, come to think of it, also what books are for.

One more thing

All of which brings us, gen­tly but firm­ly, to your local book­shop. Not the algo­rithm. Not the overnight deliv­ery. The actu­al shop, on the actu­al street, with the slight­ly idio­syn­crat­ic sec­tion labelling and the per­son behind the counter who has read more than you and is will­ing to prove it. The one that smells right. The one where you go in for one book and come out with three, which was always the plan whether you admit­ted it or not.

Inde­pen­dent book­shops do some­thing that no online retail­er has man­aged to repli­cate: they make rec­om­men­da­tions that are for you specif­i­cal­ly, based on a con­ver­sa­tion, a hunch, a know­ing look at what you just put on the counter. They host the read­ings and the book clubs and the evenings that go on longer than intend­ed. They are, in a qui­et way, com­mu­ni­ty infra­struc­ture — the kind that only becomes vis­i­ble when it’s gone, by which point it is too late to do any­thing about it.

So buy the book local­ly. It costs rough­ly the same, it feels con­sid­er­ably bet­ter, and the book­shop — your book­shop — will still be there next time you need it. Which, if the above is any indi­ca­tion, will be soon­er than you think.